t h e r e m i n i s c e n t s t a r - -
v2.o -star.
thereminiscentstar .


portia jolene ; posh * lene * (:
LALAPOLYPOCKETCHOONG ;
going 19 .
nafa svaf .
attached . =)
they call me starshine ; tinkerbell ; queenLALA*
191286
broken; and worthless .
hyper .
not what i seem to be .
tend to lose myself in thoughts .
daydreamerr .
sadistic .
black ; hotpeenk ; orange ; white ; purple .
lamee . extremely at times .
comforts people ; but yearns comfort from friends .
cynical .
imperfect .
stubborn .
bossy .
extremely fragile ;
has a soft mushy heart .
am redundant whereever i am . =)
yearns to fly *

je'taime .


the Man Up there . =))
him. =D
churchies .
EEYOREE !
monokuro boo .
cinnamoroll .
starrs .
my telescope . also known as my WIFE . =]
butterflies .
qing tian wawa .
windmills .
carousels .
dancing .
clubbing .
esplanade .
east coast .
southern most point .
changi airport .
marina south .
to be a unique !
blowing bubbles .
jewellery making . =D
taking black&white photographs .
photoshopp !
princess .
cousins shannon&jamie !
sad songs .
piano ; sax ; guitar . (but can't play any)
Tuesday, June 08, 2004

icanttakeitanymore.



the less i hear. the less it hurts. =)
blahs. my mum loves to be the smart alec.
she got GEN to send me there. like later.
so right now i have a bundle of time to rot mans.
*grumblegrumble
hmm.



went for si.. i didn't get in. lol. experience to be remembered anyways. its cool in a sense. maybe i could join again the next season! hhas.. then at least i wouldnt be so nervous and all.. =) lol. sides. its the o's this year.. so.. yarr..



this labbie is acutally kinda nice ta use! *squeals. yeah yeah. been rather busy lately.. eventful week. but then again. almost everyday of my life's like that. i always have bundles of problems dropping on me like raindropsfrom the sky.. blehhh. suxors. hmm. maybe God thinks i can handle it? well. hhas. yupp. i believe He wouldn't give me something i cannot handle. *beams. yeah.. maybe its some kinda training for me or some sort eh? hurhurrrs.




hurrrmmss. shall not talk about unhappy stuffs. but yeah. letmetrytoputsomethingacrosstosomeone.

jake.
man.canisaythatihateu?sighs.whymustyouberightaboutthis?okay.maybewhatishouldsayiswhymustWEberigthaboutthis?gutfeelingstellingmestuffsthatithinkishoulntknow.somehowiagreewithwhatsheissaying.butshouldi?gee.idunnowhatimtalkinabout.okay.nonsense.iwouldneverdoit.nomoregleefulthoughtsforyou.hmpffss.andinanycase.itotusaidihadtochoose?bleh.toldumychoicele.youstillbothersomuchforwad?=x aha.nooffence.youshouldknowthewaythatiamyeahs.doyouthinkishould'veasked?hahas.idunthinkididanythingwrongbyasking.cosidunlikedoubting.yeahs.remember.i'mtheextremelyinsecurefreak.andTHANKUARHS.fortellinggenthati'mggsentosaforcamp.youbetternottellherwadtimeiendonthursorisweariwillgiveyouguysahardtime.=x *threatenthreaten. andlastofall.itwouldNEVERhappen.andthistimei'llmakesurethati'mright.letsgovisitnickywheni'mbackyarr?anddontworry.iwontbemeantotheextentofnotlettinggencomelarhs.puhlease.allofuguysarebrudderrrsmannns.yupps.ithinkthisisenoughtoreplytheentryonurblog.cheerriosjake.





okays.i'm done le. princess is snoring aways. i suddenly dunno what to say?.. hmm. kays. i should stop. am in a surprisingly.. ehhh. peaceful mood today. =) tatas.



cos i'm broken. when i'm open. and i dont feel like. i'm strong enough.

;elysium.
9:06:00 AM



eternitywithYOU.
Zen Neeon .
new laptop .
Christian Dior - Dolce Vita .
Corrinne May's 2 albums .
Plumb's albums .
Dishwalla's albums .
Nicholas Spark's books .
Levis 501 & Diva Jeans .
Chronicles of Narnia .
a new starglobe . =|
my daisy rock star bass .


pl.
kaye.
wei.
xue.
leisha.
keith.
nic.
tenshi.
nurul.
ak*i.
ak.
andreana.
beryl.
gaga.
joyce.
darlindpeiis.
hbg. =)
gii.
ryann.
YF !
liane.
rachhh*ange.
DWONGbao!
germs.
JON !